Tuesday, September 28, 2010
As usual, Ah Gong will buy the Mooncake festival tickets for the two little kids organise by the RC at our area.
This year the celebration is on 18/09/10 which happen on the 3rd week of my "confinement week" after the lost of the baby. To the kids, of course they are happy as long as they can play and I do hope they can forever so happy in this stage too when they grow up.
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Sunday, August 29, 2010
Everything is not right, CVS summary and detail does not match. My baby is normal, Dr Ang suggest me to abort it. I really hate Dr Fong, because of him I have to end my baby life.
On 28/09/10, I was admitted to TMC for abortion. This is the time my legs can't carry my boby, I lost all my strenght to stand and walk after I have done the admission at the admission counter. Hubby has to carry me with all his strenght till the nurse push him a wheelchair to send me to my ward.
I start to induce the baby even though I don't wish too, tears keep falling just like opening a watertap. I refuse to let go off my hubby and insist him to stay by my side. I do notice the redness on his eyes but he hold it for me and as me to cry out if I want too.
The induce was a torture to me, even though the process was not painful at all. It is the emotion that I have to been through, killing a life by my own hands when this life is what I wanted to have so long. I was admitted to one bed ward to have this process done, the stress and emotion is really a torture that no words can says.
I have a full 8 doze of pills for my induced and the baby was out till the next day 29/08/10 11am plus. This is the date forever I will not forget, the date when my baby was died, the date that I have killed and ended my baby girl life, the date that I will never able to forgive myself, the date when all my pain started instead of ending............
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Sunday, August 08, 2010
I have stopped blogging for so long partly is due to my lazy which I will not denied. There are so many things happen for the past 9 mth in year 2010.
Earlier the year, Mummy is admitted to hospital and have a major operation due to her leg pain which is cause by her spine. Lucky the operation was a successful one and Mummy has recovered from it.
In April'10, my pile is back and is worst than the time when I have yuan, hence I was also admitted to Mount E for operation, I was there for 2 days and then being hospitalise for 3 weeks resting at home.
In May'10, I realise I was pregnant when I go for a normal checkout. I was happy of course. Initially, Dr Fong told me he can only see the waterbag and there is no sign of the baby hence he reschedule me for a checkup a few days later. As my HCG was long, I need to have injection every alternate day. For the past few days I was crying as I finally pregnant now but how come there is one sign of seeing the baby. A few days later, I go for my checkup and this time round the baby has grow and was able to see it in the scan, I was so delighted to hear this and called hubby immediately to inform him this new. But of course to be safe, Dr Fong suggest I need to have the jab till my 1st trimester end.
On week 12, I went for my oscar scan. From the scan, the senior nurse from TMC told me the baby is abnormal coz the neck is thicker than normal baby hence she called Dr Fong and informed him, he told the nurse still proceed on the blood test. A few days later, Dr Fong called me, he told me the baby could be abnormal due to the thicker of the neck, in order to know better I need to wait till 20 weeks. I told him I want to know the earlier is there any test I can go, hence he sugguest CVS, which can test from 13-14 weeks. I break down when I know the truth, but I still agree to go it as I hope the oscar scan result is a mistake.
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
We have a simple celebration for Yuan 5th year old at home with all my family members. This year I have choosen an ice cream cake and order KFC, pizza for this mini celebration.
I just hope this little boy will be forever healthy, cheerful as now.
Happy Birthday to you and you are forever Papa and Mummy bao bei.
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Friday, November 13, 2009
Mummy is buying working at her company warehouse sales when she received the sms from Siyi. She can't believe what she read and she as Ting jie jie to read as she ask Ting Jie jie to work as temp staff from her company warehouse sales this time.
The news is that Ah Gong was admitted to SGH due to Minor heart attack. How can it be since Ah Gong has never had this history in the past. She wanted to rush down to SGH but Siyi told her not too till further inform.
But in the evening around 5pm++, another sms was received and Mummy ask Ting Jie jie to leave immediately as the doctor says Ah Gong blood pressure was too high and in dangerous. We all rushed down to see Ah Gong at SGH. He was admitted to High Dependancy ward. And the doctor advise Ah Gong to goes for ballooning. The worst thing is after this, Ah Gong will not be able to travel with us to Macau at month end which he has been waiting for.
But health is more important then anything hence we persuade Ah Gong to go for the ballooning and we promise to bring him and Ah Ma to another trip after his rest.
Nothing is more important now but both Ah Gong and Ah Ma health and let them also stay as healthy as now.
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Hubby has bought Guan this from his company trip to Genting and clothes for me too . This DIY car is something that I have on mind to buy who know this time round Papa has act faster than me.
Of course this little boy is happy when his dad show him this and insisted his dad to play with him as he did not know how to fix it. This DIY did let both of them sit together to play for a moment and I would say his dad loves it too.
Anywhere, I am so happy and surprise that he has bought things for us. Thank you Daddy
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Everyone should be thinking it is normal that Mummy did not update the blog. But this time, think the main reason is because Mummy is quite busy with work and looking for dresses for wedding dinner.
Beside that Mummy is having problem of uploading video in the blog even though she has ask help and advice from here and there. That make her no mood to update the blog too.
But no matter what Mummy will try to update the blog weekly for me
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